carleigh

Okay, it's been about a year or two (possibly three...) since I've updated this account.  That changes today.  I will be updating my portfolio this week.  I have quite a few drawings from the past few years. This journal entry is designed to guilt me into actually following up my late night promise.

so the holidays are what, five days away?  i've got most of my gifts bought, a few of them already given, but it feels like christmas is expired just like that fruitcake that still hasn't been eaten.  i'm kind of lonely, sitting here alone in the front room of my parent's house, desparately trying to feed my technological brain with the comfort of cyberspace.  too bad this computer isn't worth the parts that were invested into its creation (the internet runs slower than a two legged octopus).  i guess this is the time of the year where one is meant to consider creation and value in oneself and the world that surrounds.  i'm starting to realiz

i used to rely on self-medication, i guess i still do that from time to time. but I'm getting better at fighting the future, "someday you'll be fine.." yes, i'll be just fine. i'm tired of letting problems and people weigh me down with their negativity.  if you can't be a constructive element in my life get off the train.